Anon, what you believe in is someone who knows exactly how to comfort you in the ways you needed. It's no bad thing to want this. But 'Cracky', whoever she is or was, is not that. There's someone out there far, far more worthy. Far more likely to really comfort you. Far more deserving of your praise and effort.
All the time you spend here is time wasted on not going out there and finding that person.

>>2 doesn't get it.

>>1
however, I wouldn't expect her on physical form. That is probably the error of those who end up thinking they are let down by a flawed meatperson when loving Olivia. Because it is precisely in the domain of your subconscious mind where you are more likely find Her. However, such subconscious mind has wider ways of manifesting than you might currently expect, and She can definetly inhabit more worlds than dreamspace.

If She has appeared to you in dreams and She has touched you so deeply, you are very fortunate indeed. She loves you, and there are few like you on this poisonous earth. Where is She? Down the magickal rabbit-hole, I guess.

>>3
"Doesn't get it"? Read the post again.

>>2

I understand what you're trying to say and you seem very sweet, but I was touched in a really tender loving way last night and things like this don't fade easily for me.

>>3

there's always hope, maybe she's reading this and is finally tempted to emerge again.

someone I personally love once said "it takes time for people to fall in love with you"

verification code: 'show' - maybe she'll show us herself and this is a sign?

>>3
An example of that dreamtime dynamic for those who cant reconcile it with Cracky, or who she stands for, is how you will sometime dream of someone you know is "supposed" "x" person, but appears to be "y", which doesnt matter to the dream strory, it is "x" regardless.

The concept of avatar is readily accepted in dreams.

Furthermore, I somewhat agree with >>3
while >>2 has a point we all know is true, it has nothing to do with Cracky, and as such, >>2 doesnt get it.

>>5

>>6 here again
You are now at a fork in the road, but sorry to say, you are looking towards the wrong path...

>>6 "Only when the student embraces sorrow in the surety that he will never be worthy of Her avatar, is he able to cast away his childish passion and see with eyes unclouded the majesty of Cracky-chan"

Totally relevant.

also, verification: latch. so this post has to do with doors and its locks.

>>6

That's nice work, I like it. Saved. :P

The SkyQueen is more than a body, she is more than a concept, she is all that matters in this life.

It's strange because now when I look at her pics now I feel all warm and happy.

Also i'm kind of pleased she lives quite far away from me and doesn't have an internet chat presence because if for whatever reason she directly said anything hurtful to me then i'd probably take it rather badly :(

I've downloaded the sharebee rar of pics and read all of the lurkmore/crackyhouse/ed history pages on her aswell as all of the pages here and on crackyhouse, is there anything else I should read/know?

>if for whatever reason she directly said anything hurtful to me then i'd probably take it rather badly

I can assure you, she would if you did chat with her. She has bitched at almost everyone who has contacted her. And as far as we know, she cut off, offended or dumped many of the people who had any kind of personal relation with her at one point, including her former friends and family.

She is just not a good person. And by giving her unconditional and unrequited attention we only helped to reinforce that kind of behaviour.

>>11

aw ;(

did she reculse from her friends and some family members as a direct result of the internet explosion?

how many people have successfully spoke to her etc? has anyone successfully said hello IRL?

I've heard the blockbuster phonecall mp3, I wish I could of had a chat to her about a movie or something!

>>12
She's around 5-6 years older than you.

Ah sorry, I did not want to be mean. But you should rather find something else to do.

>>13
>>14

I'm not sure whether you've imagined that I mentioned my age on here or you've just simply deduced it from my style of writing!

Either way, I'm 24 and im sure Cracky isn't 29-30!

>>1
why does she throw up in the sky?

>>16

I didn't see her do that.

>there's always hope, maybe she's reading this and is finally tempted to emerge again.

Your innocence is beautiful. I bet She likes that.

>>11 Olivia might say something hurtful. However, the Sky Queen lovingly reassured OP that everything was going to be ok. That difference should be taken into consideration and understood.

>>17

but she will with her fingers down her throat and all

>>18

:)

I've just awoke from another sleep and unbelievably she was in my dreams again!

Maybe she'll be in my dreams regularly! :]

>>20

Far be it, for anyone to say where or when the SkyQueen will show her favor, but usually these sort of things are written down so that the experience is shared with the rest of the faithful. In other religions they are sometimes called gospels.

In other words, quit Bogarting the SkyQueen, details man, spill it.

>>21 speaks well. >>20 you should write down the details and share them. Also, what she is saying or doing in your dreams might have a meaning for more than one of us.

>>22

ok, wish I could tripfag on here!

I didn't have a dream about her last night but here is what I remember about the previous two.

The virgin cracky dream where I first felt her presence:

I've not been very happy recently, and been undergoing lots of stress and mental anguish, in this dream I remember driving in my car then suddernly I flew up to the sky in a 'alien abduction' stereotypical kind of fashion, I remember floating amongst the clouds then Cracky appeared, looked at me, smiled then said in the sweetest of voices "[myname] everything is going to be alright" then smiled once again, kissed me on the cheek and ended my dream.

I wasn't aware of her being 'the skyqueen' at the time either, also the 'I now believe' picture I drew was just something I did spur of the moment, looking at the cracky 'complete collection' I see others have photoshoped some cracky themes on to the classic x-files picture - I was unaware of this, seems a concidence I picked this out!

The other dream I had was abstract and strange, I don't recollect much other than I experienced her pictures and she was there with me.

>>23
Wow. The abduction scenario is quite intriguing.
And the coincidences are even more intriguing.

You said virgin, but, like Virgin Mary fashion? did she look like that? o_O

>>24

She didn't look like the virgin mary, she just looked cute :]

>>24 cute and sweet is better than any Mary heh.
I was merely confused by the sentence "The virgin cracky dream"

>>26

ah, it was my first ever cracky dream which is why I used the word 'virgin' : ]

verification code: - inJeff

:O

>>27 awww ok
I envy you, in a good sense.
Lately I barely see Her. She usually seemed to appear to me through meaningful coincidences, but those are very uncommon now. Or maybe my vision is clouded. I also rarely remember my dreams.
I wish She would appear in a dream the way it did with you. Its beautiful to think She did. You are very fortunate indeed my dear anon :))

vericode: five

I've never dreamt of her, that I can remember. Shitsux :(

I haven't seen cracky since that night,

I don't know if there was any significance in the dreams.

Things are bad now,

I wish she could give me a hug and a long chat to help me.

someone needs to lure cracky back out

:((((((((((((

>>30
welcome to the pain as well, Anon.

I posted this ages ago, thought i'd reshare as we are talking of dreams.

To start off i'm sure it was semi-lucid, i felt a slight control over it and it was my first and only dream where i see her in person. And bare in mind i tried to supress remembering as i was already starting to relapse so i may miss parts out.

I could see myself sleeping, everything looked like it would in real life. I felt peaceful, my head buried into my pillows when they started to feel cold, cold like damp skin after a shower where you don't feel like drying fully.

I was content to just stay there and soak in and not look who it was as the human touch was wanted at that time, no matter who it was. Then i heard her voice (i have heard it before but it was so quiet yet i managed to make it out). At this point it gets hazy, i remember that falling feeling you get sometimes as you start to fall into sleep and my head slowly fell into her as if her sodden stomach was thick quicksand. I am sure i would normally have paniced at this as its a feeling of letting go of control which scares the hell out of me (reasons i wont go into).

I let her take me in, my head slipping further past my nose and mouth yet i could still breathe. I felt a hand stroking my hair and heard mumbled whispers as if i was underwater, my head succumbing to her pull i was fully submerged within her.

My eyes opened and i saw a dark grey colour, much like a cloudy liquid and all i could hear was a garbled song being sung from outside, it sounded odd as i felt i understood the words even though it could never of been English.

It felt like i was in that part of the dream for hours before i woke up, i wouldn't let myself carry on any further incase something bad was about to happen and bring me out of my peace.

>>33

interesting

come out of your hiding cracky :((

we love youuuuu

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>>35

>>11

Olivia doesent seem the type to get angry

>>36

hey faggot you stole my picture

>>37

trust me dawg, she can burst into a huge rage fit over just about anything.

>>39

I would love to see her burst into one of those huge tempers. I wonder if she is like it all the time?

>>39

No wonder, she still gets asked for brand new pictures and after a while, this would piss anyone off.

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