And the way she brushed aside my welfare like a dog... these shit weren't easy to compose. It's not like I was in it for the ego. Maybe there was no love but there was real concern.
I don't know. I just don't know. This is selfish and she probably has a lot of crap to take care of but L, if you're reading this you really did me good - more than anything else. I wish I never saw your face.