>I haven't seen a single person say something to that effect, unless PA and his writing counts.

PA: I've come to terms with myself. Like Scatterbrain said, it was a huge fucking mistake of me trying to build her up to my own expectations and thinking that writing my fancy puppy dog, John keats fluttery bs would somehow make her want me. What really eats me up, what really eviscerates everything inside me now is how she probably thinks I'm worse than a stalker when all I did, besides the love business, was genuinely care about her.

I don't know. I probably need somebody who's as apeshit to love as I am.

I maybe gone soon but not without one last address, something to save face.