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> she probably thinks I'm worse than a stalker
Well, obviously she can speak for herself (or not) but I would guess the prospect of creepy anons physically tracking her down is worse ... you've got obsessive then embarrassed yourself UNDER A PSEUDONYM ON THE INTERNETS, it's not the end of the world.
> was genuinely care about her
Moar liek "genuinely care about a constructed fantasy figure that I have gradually convinced myself could be real." Nothing wrong with fantasy, but the second part is a problem. None of us know enough about Lia to "genuinely care" about her, and unless she's perfect in every way there's no way she could live up to the mythological figure that is Cracky Chan.