I'm only saying this because nobody else will. She's not a 'goddess', she's not a 'beautiful or unique snowflake', she's a cute girl.. end of story. I admit I fell in love with the myth, yep I did.. just as you are. It's a shitty place to be, so toughen the fuck up and gtfo. She has a b/f, she has a life.. she doesn't need you.
Ok.. I'm out of this shithole.