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because no matter what, she will never acknowledge my exsistance as a human being that thought hurts me so much a scream sometimes. The one perfect person that lives in the world, would deny my very right to the name man. She knows what we are and mocks us, she knows how much we love her and she won't even give us a word of kindness. She has her favorites come here with her and brag about her rubbing it in my face that what I always knew was true, i dont matter nothing i ever do will matter i serve no purpose and hinder the exsistence of others and i need to be treated like the animal i am. fuck why cant my head be right I can't do this shit anymore, I can't deal with this everything is overwhelming me