Even though the main driving force behind my decision was my feelings of disgust towards myself and the culture fostered here, there is an element of care and compassion for the scarecrowmaiden.
Here's the thing: I have a niece. She is a smart ,creative, sweet as hell, and I love her and I'd do anything for her. Whenever I would look what some of you say you want to do to Cracky before my first "revelation" [or break down... whichever one you prefer to describe the experience as], I would disassociate myself from her basic humanity and as just think of her as an meme to be thrown around for my amusement...
But after actually talking to her I realized that she does exist. She is more than some idol to be scorned worshiped and mocked. She is a person who has been abused and coerced... And by the same thoughtless acts of some assholes, anyone, including my niece could end up being stalked mocked and humiliated. And, I think that that was one of the things that pushed me towards my decision more recently.