>>17
Maybe, but judging by you being here, I think you suffering from a particular affliction called "delusion of grandeur" is far more likely than you actually being a "master puppeteer".
Unfortunately, that particular affliction will not let you admit that to yourself.
I know this doesn't mean anything to you, but at least your not being blasphemous, you're just playing your role in the grand coincidence. And the insane even get to play a greater part, since their capacity to cause coincidences is greater than normal.