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As much as I loath agreeing with a rabbitfag, yeah. I used to be the party guy. Always drinking, lots of friends, etc. It just gets boring. The same parties the same people doing nothing with their lives except getting fatter and older. I hate fat and lazy people, it shows a weakness of character I find utterly repulsive. Throw in a rapidly deteriorating mental state, and I was ready for the internet. It is only in the last 6 months or so that I have started to pull my life back together. I haven't had very many episodes lately and they have all been short.I think a big part of my return to normalcy has been regular social interaction through IMs. Just having someone to talk to does help when you feel time start to jump around. It anchors you into sequential thought, pretty much forcing you to focus instead of letting your mind run off into the blackness.