SCM/Cracky/Lia

Hi, I am one of those people you probably hate. You don't know me and you wouldn't care too. For the last two and some odd years, I have been completely infatuated with you. I collected all your pictures, dreamed about you, tried to share my passion for you with others. I have acted like pretty much like every other raving douchebag that you hate. Thing is I can't continue this. My obsession was comfortable in the same way scratching an itch or picking at a scab is. I am getting older now, and I think it is time I put away this childish fantasy and embraced the world. I don't know if you still lurk here or got bored, but I would just like to thank you for what you have given me. For a little while it was like a dream walked into reality, it made a really rough time in my life a whole lot easier. It sucks that I never had the opportunity to let you know that there was a real person behind all these false faces I wear, but I finally found a friend and they helped me right my course. I will always remember you(lol, tattoos)but this is a crux in my life. I can continue frittering away years in a nice safe fashion, never really getting hurt, but missing out on so much, or I can finally step up and use my natural talents to do what I have always want to. There is a whole wide world I used to know, now the time has come for me to crawl out of this hole and return to being the man I know I am.

There will always be a place for you in my heart as the first and possibly only person I ever loved.

Good luck with your life, and don't let people get you down.