I feel so disconnected from everything, from reality, from life. I'm just an observer. None of this can possibly be real. None of this can possibly be for me. Everyone creeps me out now. I hate them. I hate when they smile. I hate the creepy half-moon shaped smiles.

I hate leaving the house. I like my dog. I do like my dog, yes. And my cat. I do not think I would go outside, if it were not for my dog.