I was refering to the honor you were using as a sort of high ground in >>47

You had a thin line to do with as you pleased, and I am disapointed with the choice you made. You may not care, or believe it but I did entertain the notion that you might do what you know is the honorable thing.

I have no interest in friendly banter with somebody who knows what the right thing is but wont do it out of spite, and constantly claims a high moral fiber while being a constant disappointment, never mind one who qualifies my appeal to his better nature as spite and poison.

Also note that by doing so you have validated most critical disquisitions on your character and intentions, and certainly did cast a doubt in my eye on every time you use the expression "I sincerely hope".

You brew that poison, and personally, I now suspect you enjoy it, in a masochistic way, as a defiant gimp calling his dominatrix a bitch when she kicks him in the nuts.