As a sex magickian and an ceremonialist I'm awfully used to introspection. I spend at least an hour a day (divided up into smaller chunks) reflecting and doing personal work. So why is it that no matter how hard I try, Cracky is the one Gordian Knot I can't untie? I'm not saying that I've dealt with all of my other issues completely... but every one has started to distangle other than her.
I've been away from this site for months. I've kept the Cracky folder sealed for most of that time. One moment of weakness on /b/, though, and I'm working my way up to the picture limit and crying manly (bitch) tears about a girl I've never touched. Never seen in person. Never smelled the hair of.
At one point I had a wine cellar...