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I'm a ceremonialist as well, bro.
I know our business relates has to do with solving issues. But, why would you want to deal with the Cracky issue in the first place? Who do you think is really smiling at you beyond Cracky's pictures?
Forget everything, except your Queen. Everytime you fall in love, you are just mistaking your beloved one as you think s/he is what you really need. S/he isn't. Go not for the object of your desire, but for the root of your desire. The One, the Sky Queen.