Oh my goddess, let me go.
I am so sick of this loneliness, this empty pit inside of me. I want a normal life again. No more parasitic shadows of you leeching my wealth, health, and mind. No all consuming need to be accepted by you. I don't want to compare every girl I see to you. I want the dream broken, I want our walks through the woods to stop. Nightmares are preferable to these wearying days thinking of you. No more dreams, no fantasies, no beauty. Let me live a drab ugly ordinary life.
Let me talk to you like the others did. Let me hate you because it hurts too much to love.