Okay I will try and answer as best as I can.
>>149
>>why do you seem to put physically disabled persons (club foot) and socially retarded internet people into the same group?
Well, It's more about the nervousness of said person. It's just they get extra points if they have the physical disabilities as well. When I say physical disabilities I don't mean amputees. It's more about birth defects of the face, lip, hands, and back mainly. Because those are the places that I touch/lick/kiss the most. It's somewhat hard to predict what will and what wont turn me on. But hunchbacks have always been a huge turn on for me.
With what I was saying earlier, before the actual physical look of the person it's about how they act. When someone gets nervous, doesn't know what to say, blushes, looks away, stutters out of nervousness, trembles- those are all huge automatic turn ons for me even if the person is good looking.
But when a person is both socially awkward and deformed or otherwise 'conventionally' ugly, that is a win win to me. Not all people who are ugly as socially awkward and not all socially awkward people are ugly. My romanticized idea of it is the person is both. When I see someone like that I can't really explain fully why I have a sexual attraction to them. I guess on a huge level I relate. In fact I like to fancy myself as said person sometimes. Umm... I'm not sure if I should elaborate on this because it would probably bring up a much longer explanation. If you want me to elaborate, say so. But for now I will leave it as it.
>>Will you be constantly looking for new "freaks" to live out your fetish?
If I find the right person I don't believe so.
>>Are you expecting any kind of lasting relationship?
Ideally I want to fall in love. Doesn't everyone. I don't expect it though. If it never happens then it never happens. Love is not something everyone finds in this lifetime. And that's fine too.
>>What if the relationship does actually change people?
I would hope do, that's what relationships (of any kind) are for. To better a person.
>>A socially retarded internet virgin may be changed by an encounter with you.
I hope everyone who has a encounter with me gains something from it. Even if it is just a small boost of self esteem.
>>152
>>I mean no offense, but this board is not intended to be a "free for all" chan, so everything not related to cracky (or arguably LC doing cracky) is technically offtopic.
But someone harvesting attention in their own name, even if only for the noble goal of gathering interest in a particular fetish is bordering on being just plain rude.
I do agree with you. And I apologize. I'm sorry I have no interesting subjects to speak of about Olivia. I did not plan on "advertising" here with my fetish. I also didn't start this post. If it is deleted then I would be okay with that. I wont post anymore pictures of myself here as well.
>>154
I'm sorry I don't use AIM. You can add me on my msn though if you have it: Kreature_head@hotmail.com
That's my personal msn, but because I don't expect a ton of spam and retards adding me I'm okay with giving it out here.