FUCK THIS ENTIRE WORLD I WANT TO SEE IT FUCKING BURNED TO THE GROUND
THIS IS NOT JUST ANGST BECAUSE THIS IS MUCH MUCH STRONGER
THIS IS A FEELING SO STRONG AND SUCCINT THAT I HAVE NO COURSE OF ACTION BUT TO LET IT WASH OVER ME AND RUN ITS COURSE.

I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO END A LIFE SO FERVERENTLY
WE ARE A USELESS SHIT FUCKED SPECIES AND NO AMOUNT OF MAKEUP OR BOOZE WILL HIDE OUR FLAWS
RUIN ALL WE TOUCH AND WONDER HOW IT WENT SO WRONG WHEN SINCE THE DAYS OF ANTIQUITY WE'VE BEEN JUST AS LOST
OBSOLETE AND STUCK IN THICK MUD, DRENCHED TO THE BONE WITH ACID RAIN AND OUR RUNNING WAR PAINT
CARBONIC WASTES AS IGNORANT AND TIRESOME AS THE LAST GENERATION
EXHORTING THE WORLD WITH OUR OWN SIREN SONGS
CAUGHT IN THE MERCY OF OUR OWN CHILDHOOD MEMORIES
SERVILE TO A POWER HIGHER IN STATUS BUT LOWER IN ALL ELSE
PERCEPTIONS BLINDED BY FLASH AND GLITZ
TAUGHT NOTHING BUT SELF AGGRANDIZEMENT
CONTRIBUTING LITTLE BUT FOOD FOR THE MANY LEGGEDS

THE SUM IS COUNTED OVER AND OVER, NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES WE CHECK THE FIGURES THEY STILL COME TO A LOSS
THIS IS THE HUMAN CONDITION, GRIPPING AT OURSELVES, NAILS DUG INTO ANOTHER BREATHING MACHINE
DRIFTING ON AN OCEAN OF CHEMICAL RELEASE

DROWN.
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