I think I did a bad thing by posting that text word for word. I finally had something of her, and I didn't know if anyone else had it. It seemed special, like a treasure. I spent the last few weeks reading it before bed hoping to LD of her.

Now I know how rar holding assholes feel when they release a pic. There is something empty inside of me. Like a I betrayed someone very close to me and lost what made the relationship so damn personal and important.

I promise I will never share anything about her again.