That.

i know how you feel

The person who took the pictures, most likely.

But that is her memory.

I wonder what kind of sentimental value that possessed.

>>5
It's exactly what you think it is.

Did you know she used to hide her journal in that bear.

I wish I could read it. To know her a little better.

>>7
D'aww.

>>8
"i don't know if this was mentioned as i just skimmed through this, but there's always the traditional under-the-floorboards/carpet. or my own favourite for small notebooks and diaries: inside stuffed animals. i have some left over from childhood still malingering in my room, so i made a slit in the bottom of one, took out some stuffing and safety-pinned it together again each time. sounds wacky but so far there's been no trouble with my own parents, which wasn't always the case when i chose more obvious hiding places.

hmm...maybe though, could i point out that asking yout mother not to read your diary is probably tempting fate? unless she bought the subject up. ..."

;_; I want to know who this girl grew up into

>>7

That's a rabbit.

>>9

Jesus. I was on those forums around 2004. Realizing this gave me shivers. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. This is overwhelming me pretty bad right now. Fuck. I never realized I've been so close to her. To her.

>>9
Oh no.
; _ ;

"eheh, do you reckon this would work with any inanimate doll-like object? only i sometimes sleep with a stuffed animal under my duvet and have occassionally been known to hold long conversations with it at night tounge1 and as i firmly beleive in the powers of placebo, i may try this. oh, and dreamaddict, i really like the idea of writing your intentions down and putting it inside the doll...

er, anyway, if this yields any LD, i shall say."

omg so cute

"...apart from bands that were already mentioned like radiohead, tool, nine inch nails (i love falling asleep to the instrumental/melodic tracks off "the fragile") another band that are really, unh, slumbersome is sigur ros. they're from iceland (i think, possibly it's some other nordic country) and they make this wonderful kind of hazy murmury drifty sounding music.....mmm, also i do like moby a lot, various bits and pieces of trance/ambient, aswell the soundtrack to "serial experiments lain" (perhaps because it reminds me of the anime, which in itself is quite surreal and dreamlike sometimes).....oh, and mogwai!"

I think I did a bad thing by posting that text word for word. I finally had something of her, and I didn't know if anyone else had it. It seemed special, like a treasure. I spent the last few weeks reading it before bed hoping to LD of her.

Now I know how rar holding assholes feel when they release a pic. There is something empty inside of me. Like a I betrayed someone very close to me and lost what made the relationship so damn personal and important.

I promise I will never share anything about her again.

>>15

You're right. You shouldn't have posted that. Hope you learned your lesson and have more respect for her in the future.

Notice how you never see her hair line in most of pictures that she has this hair in? It looks fucking awful.

>>

You know, it's possible that a lot of us will just appreciate it for what it is. Times have changed

>>18

Hence all the bandanas, caps and so on...

Mmhm i don't see anything wrong..
Nice find btw >>9, mute huh.

>>20
As I understand it from the other forums I have found her on, she just decided to stop talking. I thik something bad happened to her around this time too. She doesn't say much about it, but about when she went stopped talking, her whole style of writing changed. She seemed to develop a darker personality.

>>21
Oh, man.
Poor girl.

I wonder how many of us feature in her 'nightmare diary'.

>>15

Everyone had it, don't fret. Phee was one of her original photobuckets.

>>24
Well I finally decided to do a little investigative work, do to the challenge on Wish.

Up until now I have been content to respect her personal space(read coward), but it seemed like enough time has passed and she probably knows people are looking into every aspect of her past, so if she really cared to she could have deleted everything(creep justifing himself).

I still do love you Olivia. Now that I know a little more about who you are, I am inclined to be less obsessive. You aren't this perfect girl, My Sky Queen. I obsessed over you because you were impossible, but you aren't. You are real and very human. I will probably never get the chance to speak with you, know you and romance you, but if you are real maybe I can find a girl who is enough like the girl I imagined to be with me. Until then I am still a fan of your art, and you still are the most attractive girl I ever have seen. Your eyes are as pretty as all the stars at night.

bah I am terribad at this.

It's like finding out Santa is really your father, but still wanting to get the presents.

>>25

Especially you are never going to meet the person you perceived from your investigations. She has obviously changed while growing up.

>she could have deleted everything(creep justifing himself).

She deleted everything she could, but made some mistakes. That is why you can still see some posts.

>>26
Which in my previous posts I touched on. Forced anon can get confusing, but bear with me.

Tl;dr

-lonely virgins want to stick their dicks in an internet camwhore

-internet camwhore grows up, gets fat

-lonely virgins get carpal tunnel in their right hands

-everyone dies alone

The end.

>>29
You forgot a step
-troll fails

>>29
seconded

>>29

BUT SHE IS SO CUTE & SWEEEEET

Also, supposedly she is fucking one of said guys. Mission accomplished.

>>15

Could be worse. Think about what Icarus did, found her real identity and then shared it with the circlejerk who then all threw a hissy fit and decided that she wasn't as perfect as they thought and got bored with the whole thing and for his troubles? He pissed off Cracky who had been pretty reasonable with him, had his computer and all cracky related emails and accounts compromised and ended up in the loony bin. When all he had to do was not share with anyone and keep his mouth shut and spend the rest of his life being the only (or at least one of the few) people to have found Cracky's real name and had actually spoken to her.

I wouldn't regret sharing what you did because regret, nostalgia and bad decisions are the driving force behind this board. Besides if you're lucky eventually you'll learn from your mistakes and find something to fill the void or at least better yourself so you don't end up like the rest of the human detritus round here.

>>33
When someone talks about the human detritus here they are talking about me. When ever anybody wants to hold of the standard for how fucking worthless crackyfans are they mention my trip.

I am the guy that sucks, plus I got depression.

That scent...that skin...a stranger to the tides of birth and grief...In her every aspect there is but unapologetic LIFE

>>34

I would bet good money that I was and probably still am more worthless than you but at least I'm trying. Make a plan and try to stick to it and see where it takes you and if you're already doing that then I wouldn't complain too much.

>>36 >>34

So I get here feeling like a worthless piece of shit totally unable to fit anywhere -and wondering why I was so lucky to find Her and see that something beyond Her eyes- and I find all these posts here. Duh, thank you synchrowhatever.

Hacked?

>>37

>synchrowhatever

I think you're thinking of serendipity not synchronicity. Also you should know that if you take this as seriously as you seem to. Not that I have that picture anymore but it should be about.

>>39 Yeah, my fault, I usually mix them both conceptually since I take the whole as the “discourse from the Other” or from the unconscious self. Anyway, “synchronicity” is good for mutial understanding but I don't like it as a scientific term. At least in the usual sense of an “acausal connecting principle”, since it looks like a coherent discourse.

I love you carpfolding

klaseness

>>51

I think it would be totally impractical to prepare a human roast that way. It will take way too long for the heat to reach the core. You have to stretch the human out an spit roast him. Only then the meat will be cooked evenly.

Also, you may probably want to remove the lower part of the limbs as they are full of tendons. Not very yummy.

Probably you'd also want to take part of the meat into jerky or sausage so you can preserve it a little longer. You can snack on a bit of Cracky during teatime for the next couple of months.

Finally, if humans were raised for consumptions, what would be to best age to harvest them? Assume there would be ways to fatten them up quicker than they would naturally do, but I guess it will still take a couple of years.

>>43

As to age anything post pubescent will be tougher and gamier the older it is, but there are cooking methods and marinades to deal with that. I suppose to ensure the best quality meat, you'd have to acquire the stock young and raise it to slaughter yourself, but you'd run the risk of getting attached. I suppose a market for it exists but, finding it would be rather difficult if not impossible, which leaves us with procuring free-range long pig in the wild.

Assuming the hunt was successful you'd still need a place to process your kill, fortunately most basement dwellers soundproof their lairs as a matter of course. A fully tiled bathroom could easily double as a makeshift abattoir. The bones can be ground into bonemeal and used to grow Cracky-organic produce that you can later cook with your meat.

For long term storage the best product by far would be to make sausage and then freeze dry and package them, they'd last up to 25 years if kept in a dry and cool location, which basements fortunately are.

So years after when the mood strikes you to crack open a nice bottle of wine and have some Cracky-bangers and mash they'll be as fresh as the day the sausage was stuffed. Though jerky does seem a good choice as well though the jerky would have to be cut into disks so when they dry they can still be circle jerks.

>>44Pleasse don't talk about this. we are eating her raw, or you will be executed at tOKYO, and any followers, will only get candy based on her vaginal fluids, and we can make that stretch, so get in line

shitheads

we will program insects to follow her magnetic median, which will be preseved, since we aren't COOKING her, and we will live inside of the prison 60 k from the fukushima plant, and elsewhere. she will evolve into a sort of dead akira, i am certain i have the grasp

>>46the rest of you will be devolved into babies during intercourse's orgasm, and we will be travelling back through your sternum in order to make the due changes, but as opposed to a star, the ants will be in the given formation, so be prepared for a diffuse and undisarticulated attack

What kind of drugs are you on?

>>43
That's creepy as fuck my friend.

>>49beat it, kid, or i'll go pre-historic on your butt

>>49

Thanks!

>>51

I often have fond daydreams of showing up in Crackistan on a cereal killing spree/holiday at Pheelie's side. I bet Pheelie would totally stay crunchy in milk.

>>52DON'T MEANTION HER, SNAD STAN YOUR OF HER LIFE

>>53

Hush, you're just a poor excuse for a bowl of soggy cornflakes and you're sad that nobody wants to stick their spoon in you.

>>54Case vlosed,

>>54spoonfeeding me her spam, line by line, as an OC copypasta>>54 cockadoodle doo, mr. kellog

>>56

Get Forked. There is no spoon.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ux7KCD5hHxo

>>57