What happened? Is it the girl or the state of mind? It was weird what I felt for her. Now it's gone and hasn't manifested itself in anything else as far as I know. Life was mundane except my love for her and now it seems almost all mundane. Do I need a gf or is this a psychological condition shared by us all? Or perhaps loneliness shared by us all.
Come to think of it, there was a few minor obsessions of just internet girls but that has all gone. I'm not like that anymore or so I haven't encountered it. Maybe it was all the stress at a certain time in my life because I just broke up with a gf of 5 years and had no job att. I guess I needed something in my life. A friend to relate to and could relay the loneliness in life so well as well as someone I could still dream about romantically. Pardon the mushiness and I know bounceme is not my blog but she's out there somewhere and if she's reading, just want to let her know her internet fame was not in vain and I'm still here if anyone wants to chat.