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The only person you ever have control over is yourself. Only people with no control over themselves, especially depressive people, try to control others by infecting them with their own brand of depression.
In other words, no I am not tired of my sense of aesthetics, no I have no expectations of a character on series of photographs, no more than any other model, artist or actor I may like to look at the pictures of, yes she is a real person to whom I wish well regardless of what she thinks of me, or more to the point, regardless of whether she does or doesnt think of me at all.
You see, this is not about me, it's about the emotional response her pics ellicit in me.
This is why you cant understand that point of view, your post is obviously more about your own betrayed expectations than about mine, ours, or anything Cracky, Scarecrowmaiden or Olivia is and was.
Enjoy your disapointment in not wooing the girl behind the picture, and your failure at bringing at least one of the posters in this thread as low as the creepy loser you are.