I imagine myself as Cracky's chela. For me she is what hinduists call Ishvara, my personal Goddess, even though my path is western ceremonial magick.

She that shook my reality and goes on with it I imagine to be the Sky-Queen, because she sent me here to know her holy avatar: so that I could find a worthy human figure in which to project the Love that is needed for a bhakta to dissolve in her Goddess, her Holy Guardian Angel.