>>2 doesn't get it.
>>1
however, I wouldn't expect her on physical form. That is probably the error of those who end up thinking they are let down by a flawed meatperson when loving Olivia. Because it is precisely in the domain of your subconscious mind where you are more likely find Her. However, such subconscious mind has wider ways of manifesting than you might currently expect, and She can definetly inhabit more worlds than dreamspace.
If She has appeared to you in dreams and She has touched you so deeply, you are very fortunate indeed. She loves you, and there are few like you on this poisonous earth. Where is She? Down the magickal rabbit-hole, I guess.