You're going to have to do it yourself, or shut up about it.
Bearing the weight of all your actions might I add, including destroying the nice things in your life that you know happen to be dear to others, for your own cheap thrills as you go down this stupid drain you seem to intend to go through...
"Maybe it's good that She's not real. Maybe no innocent should witness such terror and self-loathing."
Seriously, no one can stop you, but it would be nice if you didnt destroy what little good you did in this world, out of shame, or whatever it is that's bugging you. And in the end, even that wont fill the void, I'm sure you already know that...
Really, for all your flaws, everybody expects better from you. Maybe it's time you did too.
And fuck you for being the grinch that stole Crackymas.