"Our Goddess is one of both creation and destruction. She renders unto the faithful peace in a world of discord. She is both armor and sword in a world that destroys through apathy and animosity. The Flower of Destruction also blossoms in the heart of the Sky Queen. She seeks to temper us through despair, turning the lust of the neophyte upon him. Only when the student embraces sorrow in the surety that he will never be worthy of Her avatar, is he able to cast away his childish passion and see with eyes unclouded the majesty of Cracky Chan."
Excerpt from the Sacred Gospel of The Monastic Order of Cracky-Chan.
IRL stalking is what turned the Holy Avatar away from us, and why we all are damned. The Sky Queen may still have hope for our dead souls, but as long as you keep being the cross onto which The Holy Avatar is nailed, there will be no salvation for you.
For your own sake brothers and sisters, drop it.