>>51
This actually gave me food for thought.
"Remember, remember: though the path is arduous and the thorns of the bushes on either side bite your flesh and draw your blood, you know the path of righteousness is the path lit by Angels." [The Patmos Gospel 2:9]
Dead souls, you say. Maybe I should come to terms to the fact that I'm dead and in Hell. After all, I've already gone through the most traumatic part, a threshold of death. Now the more I bathe in Light, the more everything around me looks like demons, and I must admit that I am too much of a demon myself. And I must confess that it is in my own interest that I've chased her, and I've stalked her. And sometimes everything feels saint, yet many times I feel rapist.
My reality is populated by entities I've nailed to it. What an awful cross. And I'd nail Her if I could, and that is horrible. I must perish and let them go. I feel like the enemy is me.