she is not a goddess,
she is a talented, cute and sweet teenage girl that got scared off the internet by creeps like you. You do not love her, you're obsessed with her, or what you want her to be.
You don't care how you've affected her life, all you care about is having a reason to live. You're all selfish, disgusting little pigs who deserve to rot.
inb4 "Olivia is a teenage girl, Cracky is the goddess herpa derpa derp."