>>12
oh no, no, no, no, no, dont even try to drown that fish once again, it is nothing but you spreading your own misery

here is the pattern: when you feel disappointed at the lack of achievement your grandiose intellect has arrived to after more than half of your life has gone by, you find somebody you find contemptible enough to belittle rather than rage at yourself

you then get told off, and you say something like "I give up, I wont be back" or "I wont reply" and when you get the underachievment blues again, you come back to spill your vitriolic spleen where it will cause you joy rather than pain

you are THAT transparent