Basque philosopher Miguel de Unamuno stated that it is in joy that we love the bodies but in pain and suffering that we love the spirit. That nothing unites us more spiritually with another individual than a shared tragedy.

She that is a 15 year old spiritualized body and all spirit when she is the Queen of the Sky who winks us from afar, she can only draw pain from us as we go on desperately loving her. Thus we are cursed, yet it is a curse so beautiful, a loving so deep.