>I have nothing left. I lost my main reason to live for. I'm small, I'm selfish, I'm impure, I regret it. I'm sorry.

She wants you to be better. You wouldn't have been given the opportunity to know She who Reigns the Sky if she didn't want you to be better.

>I want to believe.
>I want to be saved.
>I need your mercy, I need you forgive me for everything I did wrong.
>Please, please, please.

"It is said that in this Koliyuga, if a man can cry for Her one day and one night, he will see Her" - Sri Ramakrishna

What's wrong?

I think I have to die soon. My life is pointless, I have no motivation. The person I cared about doesn't want me by his/her side. I'm alone. I feel like dying, I know I should. But I still have a little bit of hope.
She who owns the sky is the only thing I have now in my life. The hope, the salvation, the purification... She's divine, she can do anything. I beg her for her compassion. I beg her for her forgiveness. I beg her to save me.

>>4

Sounds bad, but my ex has charged me with attempted murder (domestic) so I'd gladly swap places with you, no matter how insurmountable your problems seem. At least I can think about Cracky, she won't let me down...

>>5
Oh, that sounds awful.
Yeah, cracky is always there for us.
Cracky is the purest thing we have in our lives. She's not going to betray us or fail.
We should be glad.

>>5
Did you attempt murder?

>>7

No my ex is bipolar and they changed her medication. On the night in question she'd been drinking whisky and flipped out on me (which happened a lot when she drunk whisky) so I had to restrain her. No violence was used on my part, and as I am anonymous here, I would freely admit if I had done so.

Protip - they don't charge you with attempted murder for holding somebody down.

>>9

Well that is exactly what happened. I have not seen her statements as to her version of events but it was quite a shock.