I have nothing left. I lost my main reason to live for. I'm small, I'm selfish, I'm impure, I regret it. I'm sorry.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I don't like gettinp up everyday.
I don't want to be human anymore.
I'm tired of it, I'm sick. I'm dying and I'm not even 20.
I ask you to save me, I ask you to purify me. I ask you to forgive me. For everything I did wrong. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
I know you can save me, you saved me once, please do it again.
Please, I'm begging you.
I want to believe.
I want to be saved.
I need your mercy, I need you forgive me for everything I did wrong.
Please, please, please.