Why isn't this board clustered with congratulatory messages to Schwill for having been where everyone else only dreams? Seems to me he should be greatly respected for this alone. I can't imagine such an experience would be "easy," though I would never have turned Olivia down myself. The last girl I lived with used to cut herself and she suffered from depression. It was very intense and very difficult- If we'd stayed together one of us would have been destroyed.