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I feel quite like that as well.
I don't feel at home anywhere. I do not like initiatory orders, mystery schools, nor any hierarchical organization for that matter.
I've learnt more here than in so-called mystical forums, magick maillists and whatnot. Here it is said and shared more about the real "mysteries" than in most places from the Internet which are supposed to deal with them.
So fuck yeah its an honour and a priviledge to belong to this sacred and ancient order.