>>48
honestly ?

You have a problem that resembles Asperger's. You don't fit in, and aparently you can't see why even though you seem to try and it only makes you angry/bitter.
It's a good thing you have mental qualities that allow you to have and hold a job, so it's not a completely disabling condition.
But do try to find a fulfilling hobby, instead of posting online, that doesn't require social interaction (woodworking, get a dog, enter a 'write a novel in 30 days' competition, etc).

You'll be happier, we'll be happier. honestly.