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yes, that's how I want to die now

as my life slips through my fingers, as reality becomes merely a lost memory, I want to stare into the sky until her eyes materialize, just watching.

I often find myself fantasizing about my death more than my life, not in a suicidal way but in more of a yearning for it, like a child eager to grow up

my life isn't glamorous, but I have the skyqueen and that's all I'll ever need to be happy.