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6851 No.1   [Reply]

where did she go?

>> No.2  

The weight of her eyebrows ended up breaking her neck

>> No.3  
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She does have nice eyes though. Not as nice as Cracky's, but nice.

>> No.4  

Wait why am I thinking this was Enzie for some reason. Am I a retard here?

>> No.5  

>>4
yes, severely retarded

>> No.6  
>she
>> No.7  

Apparently the only way I can purge is with a pink dildo.

There is something incredibly sad and depressingly funny about that.

I purged for the first time. I feel disgusted with myself. But at least I don’t feel as fat and guilty as I would have done otherwise.

Today would have marked eight days since my last binge. But of course, I binged today. I carried on eating until my stomach hurt. It hurt a lot, and I couldn’t take the pain. It stuck out so far, and I felt fat and ugly. All my hard work, ruined by biscuits. (And bread, and honey, and nutella, and rice cakes etc etc)

I’d never been able to purge before. I drank two glasses of water, spun round in circles, stuck two fingers down my throat, used a toothbrush; Nothing. I figured I had no gag reflex. I was about to give up and resign myself to my stomach pains, when I thought, “Hang on. What do girls complain about gagging on?” PENIS! Hence sticking a dildo down my throat and mimicking oral sex until I vomited.

Classy.

I thought it would all come up at once, but it didn’t. I had to make myself vomit seven times. It was horrible. My throat hurts.The only thing that kept me going through the half an hour I was doing it was the feeling of my stomach getting flatter.

I’m going to post this, then try again. Just to make sure I got all of it. Then shower. I feel dirty.

I guess this marks the first post I tag with “mia”. I hope it will be my last. I really hope that.

Tagged: ana binge bulimia ed endos mia pro ana pro mia proana promia purge vomit

Posted on March 2, 2012 with 3 notes

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Even my bones are flawed.

See the problem here? I lose a pathetically small amount of weight, and now my ribs stick out as far as my boobs. It looks even worse when I’m not wearing a bra and my boobs look even more non-existant. Great. I used to get teased about my deformed ribcage when I was a kid, before I grew boobs to cover/ distract from it. Kids used to call me “double decker” :-( I don’t know what to do about this. It’s really embarrassing, and there’s nothing in the world that can fix it.

Tagged: ana bones diet pro ana proana ribcage ribs weight loss fat

Posted on March 1, 2012

>> No.9  

This is really sad. I wish I could tell her she s beautiful and she doesn't need to starve herself.

>> No.10  

Hot bod. Merokins approves.

>>9 hush

>> No.11  

Feeling a lot better today :-)

After yesterday’s HORRIFIC binge, I picked myself up, took myself off to the gym, and ran further than I’ve ever run before. I ran for 50 minutes, burning 650 calories. That might not seem like much, but six weeks ago I couldn’t even run for 5 minutes without getting out of breath and having to stop.

I also started my 3 day fast today, which is going nicely. No signs of hunger yet. I know that you’re not technically supposed to exercise on a fast, but I’m going to go to the gym later for a short run. My stomach probably still has all that Nutella and pick ‘n’ mix knocking around in it, needing to be burnt off.

On the plus side, I’ve started to notice a difference in my body. I put on a pair of shorts today that I haven’t worn in a month or so, and they were baggy :-) Whenever I felt like eating today, I just felt the gap between my thigh and the fabric, and any feeling of hunger dissipated.

Thank you so much for all your lovely messages of support yesterday when I was feeling like crap. I read them all when I got back from the gym, and I honestly can’t tell you how much better they made me feel. I went to bed feeling okay about myself. Thank you xxx

Tagged: binge fast ana pro ana proana pro-ana ed endos

Posted on February 24, 2012 with 1 note

>> No.12  

What a special little snowflake.

>> No.13  

In two months time…

  • The Roaccutane will have kicked in, and my skin will be clearer
  • Realistically, I’ll be 95lbs or less… And I’ll be underweight
  • It’ll be one more month before I can leave this god-forsaken town and go back home/ on holiday
  • It’ll be much sunnier and warmer and the sun won’t set till 8pm
  • I’ll have finished my exams
  • I’ll have the confidence to dye my hair crayola colours again, owing to my new-found skinniness and clear skin
  • I’ll be happy

I just need to hang on tight. Two months is only 8 weeks away, and I have SO MUCH to look forward to :-)

Tagged: ana pro-ana anorexia ed pro ana thinspo thinspiration accutane roaccutane acne

Posted on February 20, 2012 with 4 notes

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her tumblr avatar

>> No.15  

HELP!! Too paranoid to go to the gym…?

I want to go to the gym to burn off my dinner, but I feel WAY too self- conscious. I can barely bring myself to leave the house to go to the corner shop these days, because I feel so ugly and like everyone’s judging me. I have to majorly psych myself up to go out with friends, and mentally prepare myself days in advance. It’s amazing I still manage to go to college.

ANYWAY. I want to go to the gym, but I can’t stand the thought of being around so many people right now, with all of their eyes… It’s not even my weight… It’s mostly my skin. I have AWFUL acne you see. And of course, I have to work out without makeup on…

What do I do??? How can I psych myself up? And how can I stop feeling like everyone’s watching me? I seriously need advice, as I really need to work out today.

Tagged: ana pro ana pro-ana diet anorexia gym

Posted on February 20, 2012 with 2 notes

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Anonymous asked: You are disgusting. All you are is an attention whore. You are the reason that I get so fucking much hate. Dumb bitch.

Step 1: Post one picture of yourself.

Step 2: Anon: “ATTENTION HOOOOOEEERRR!”

Posted on February 27, 2012

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Goddammit… 2 1/2 years ago I was almost thin enough, and I didn’t even appreciate it -__- Stupid kids.

Tagged: thinspo thinspiration pro ana pro-ana

Posted on February 13, 2012 with 1 note

>> No.19  

post her tumblr you selfish nigger

>> No.20  

>>19
her tumblr was less-than-me.tumblr.com when I saved her 5 pages.
It seems her tumblr has been deleted.

>> No.21  

>>19
would you pay for the saved pages?

>> No.22  

>>21
hell no just post them faggot

>> No.23  

>>21

ROFL. WHAT. A. FAGGOT.

>> No.24  

>>17

It makes total sense when an almost-20-year-old tries to be as thin as a 12yo kid.

>> No.25  

Shit. I really wanted to follow her. Post some more, fag.

>> No.26  

Where did she go? She got too thin and fell down a drain. What a waste of a vagina.

>> No.27  

How long ago were those posts? She may have changed her url.

>> No.28  

You'd find her quite easily by a reverse image search of her artwork, but then again your kind always wants everything spoon-fed to you. It's not that fucking hard, shit.

If you can't find it now, you don't deserve to follow her.

>> No.29  

>>28
But her artwork wouldn't be on an anorexia blog.

>> No.30  

>>29 no, but it's here dipstick. I'll even give you a clue. ZOMG, is that sum Loli?

>> No.31  

www.youtube.com/embed/sFv9QMmPIWQ?autoplay=1
She made her video private.
I wonder what happened to her.

>> No.32  

>>31

If you haven't seen it, you are missing nothing.

>> No.33  

http://www.youtube.com/user/opiumgirl3

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>>32
Actually, there were several, but if you're not a smack-head you wouldn't have known that, or cared. In fact I'm not sure why you even pretend to give a fuck about her now, when she WAS around you were all too busy trying to prove what a bunch of /b/adasses you were telling her tits or gtfo. What a sorry bunch of faggots.

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>>34
You obviously confuse me with someone else. I sure she will be happy someone cares and is ready to lock horns for her... awwww!

>> No.36  

She gave up on trying to be anorexic as far as I know. It's funny because anorexia is one of those things were you either are or you are not you can not be trying to be anorexic because when you actively try to be anorexic you're an attention whore, not ill.

>> No.37  

I uploaded a small image archive I had of her if anyone wants it: http://www.uploading.to/j0zthe9h692n

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>>34

I don't remember ANY of that happening while she was around, maybe on CH or something but like fuck did i ever go there.

When it came to her popping up on TC though i thought she was commonly very well liked, by myself too.

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What the fuck. How did this thread get 30+ replies so fast?

>> No.40  

>>38
Does she ever come back? I want to know moar.

>> No.41  

She's hands down ugly.

>> No.42  

>>41
She's not ugly. Just a plain girl, who when compared to cracky is less then stellar.

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The main point is this: she produced content, and was willing to put up with us within reason, but given our previous track record with content producing females, this was doomed from the get go.

/b/tudes need to stay on /b/.

>> No.44  

>>43

More like WE put up with HER within reason (and no, I have never bothered her for tits or whatever, I just find her weight loss blog thingie a laughable cry for attention, which was bound from the start to attract negative comments).

>> No.45  

>>44

>I just find her weight loss blog thingie a laughable cry for attention, which was bound from the start to attract negative comments

Same. But as far as I know, she didn't publicize it here or anything.

>> No.46  

What you seem to miss, is that her pro-ana blog happened somewhat later to her being in the crackyverse.

>> No.47  

>>45

You may have a point, but there was no point putting this personal stuff on the internet at all, if no audience was sought. It would have been better written down in a diary, and kept under lock and key.

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>>46
This
>>47
She was used to being on the Internet. Her tumblr was a way to help her achieve her objectives: Thinspirations, anon questions, feedback, anorexic art, advices, etc. Attention gathering was secondary.
She already addressed this issue: >>16

Pic related

>> No.49  

unravelmeskinny asked: I noticed your post about your ribs, and I don't think it's as bad as you think it is. Try wearing two bras, if you're really worried about it, but I wouldn't if I were you. You're very pretty, and quite thin.

Oh god, when I was little, my friends used to joke about me having to wear two bras- one on my ribs and one on my boobs! Kids can be so cruel -__- I guess it’s only really noticeable from the side at the moment… I can hardly be arsed to wear one bra, let alone two. I long for the day that I don’t have to wear one at all :-) Thank you for your kind words xx

Posted on March 2, 2012

>> No.50  

alexathinkspeace asked: about the picture you posted where you talked about your rib-cage problem, gosh my rib cage looks weird too, the suckish part is that the left side sticks out noticeably farther than the right side. and since i'm losing weight, it sticks out more. just thought i'd let you know you're not the only one. by the way, you're very pretty :)

I think yours look lovely. I’m very jealous of your body! (And glad I’m not the only shortarse here…. We are a rare breed) And thank you so much! I’m just starting to gain some of my confidence back after losing nearly a stone, so I keep going into stores and trying stupidly tight clothes on :-) You have a very pretty face- don’t aim to lose too much more weight. I think you look perfect as you are, just the right sized thigh gap to look healthy and sweet x

Posted on March 2, 2012

>> No.51  

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>> No.52  

Which matters to you more- Your intake or your net cals?

Today my intake was 515 cals, which is quite high.

But I burnt 260 at the gym, making my net 255, which I’m okay with.

Which do you care about more? I’d imagine that a higher intake and a higher output is healthier than a low intake/ output. Besides, I find it waaaay easier to work out when I’ve eaten over 500 that day. But am I screwing myself over by eating too much? What do you think?

Reply field, e-mail field, name field.

Vericode: vumition.
Yeah.

>> No.53  

>>52
(<b>you</b> word in her post)
Tagged: ana proana pro ana pro-ana weight loss ed endos

Posted on February 26, 2012 with 3 notes

>> No.54  

inlovewithskinny asked: There is a massive difference! Your stomach is so much flatter, you look incredible :) keep up the good work x

Oh, you blushes Thank you! I’m currently lounging around in my underwear, as I feel like I look okay in it for the first time in ages! Knowing that other people can notice the difference is a massive inspiration for me :-) xx

Posted on February 25, 2012

>> No.55  

we-allhurt asked: trust me, there's a difference. less flab on the stomach, the arms, and is that a slightly larger thigh gap i see, hm? keep going chickie, you're doing great.

Thank you!! I can’t wait to take another picture in 10lbs time. Hopefully there will be a noticeable difference by then, and I’ll be able to see it. People loose 10lbs all the time, but 20lbs is nothing to be scoffed at! I noticed that you’ve lost 54lbs, that’s a ridiculously large amount, and something you should be super proud of xx

Posted on February 25, 2012 with 2 notes

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You don’t have to be a super-tanned Cali girl to look amazing when you’re thin… Stoya looks so delicate, pale and doll- like. Millions of men (and women!) all over the world lust after her perfect body.

You don’t have to be a super-tanned Cali girl to look amazing when you’re thin… Stoya looks so delicate, pale and doll- like. Millions of men (and women!) all over the world lust after her perfect body.

Tagged: stoya porn porn star thinspo thinspiration pro-ana ana pro ana pale

Posted on February 14, 2012 via Rap Genius with 28 notes

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>> No.57  

Anonymous asked: This is DISGUSTING. Your UGW is so unhealthy, you should seek out help. You don't have to be skinny to be beautiful.

Most likely I won’t even get there, so not so worry.

If I reach 90, I’ll be happy. A lot of people look better when they’re curvier. However, I personally I feel better about myself when I’m thin.

Posted on February 9, 2012

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tastelessss: Myself last night. Still a ways to go, but getting there! GYMGYMGYMGYM I think im Ariel. Hot redhead Mama. My reward to myself when I get down to 100lbs is to dye my hair purple again. I’ll be skinny enough to pull it off at that point.

tastelessss:

Myself last night.
Still a ways to go, but getting there! GYMGYMGYMGYM
I think im Ariel.

Hot redhead Mama. My reward to myself when I get down to 100lbs is to dye my hair purple again. I’ll be skinny enough to pull it off at that point.

Posted on February 25, 2012 via NEW YEARS NO FAT. with 5 notes

Source: tastelessss

>> No.59  

inlovewithskinny asked: There is a massive difference! Your stomach is so much flatter, you look incredible :) keep up the good work x

Oh, you blushes Thank you! I’m currently lounging around in my underwear, as I feel like I look okay in it for the first time in ages! Knowing that other people can notice the difference is a massive inspiration for me :-) xx

Posted on February 25, 2012

>> No.60  

I bought baby food today! I’ve always loved fruit puree, so I thought ‘why not give the others a go?’ They were only 67p each, so no excuse, really… And they’re all under 100 cals! (except the banana and chocolate one, which is 110, but I didn’t notice that when I bought it…) I don’t really feel like eating lunch, but perhaps I’ll try one when I get back from my driving lesson at 6. I wonder what they taste like…

I bought baby food today! I’ve always loved fruit puree, so I thought ‘why not give the others a go?’ They were only 67p each, so no excuse, really… And they’re all under 100 cals! (except the banana and chocolate one, which is 110, but I didn’t notice that when I bought it…)

I don’t really feel like eating lunch, but perhaps I’ll try one when I get back from my driving lesson at 6. I wonder what they taste like…

Tagged: baby food diet ana proana pro-ana ed pro ana

Posted on February 22, 2012 with 1 note

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(this goes with the baby food post)

>> No.62  

Baby food tastes amazing!

I think I may start eating it on the regs. Maybe even breakfast lunch and dinner… 3 jars a day. Meals = sorted!

Nutritionally, they’re really healthy as nothing bad goes into them. No colours, no flavours, no preservatives, no gluten, no egg etc. A lot of brands are organic as well. Plus, they come in 130g pots, which means built-in portion control.

First I tried the porridge, which was a little bland cold. Still tasty though. I decided to try it hot, but I put it in the microwave for too long and it exploded everywhere (whoops…) So I only actually got to eat half of it. But once I put a bit of sweetener in it, it tasted AMAZING.

Next, I tried the chocolate & banana pudding, which I was a little worried about because it’s 110 cals per jar. It was delicous. It tasted even better warmed up… no explosions this time lol. I ate the whole jar <3

I think I’m going to have to stock up on some more! I was a bit nervous buying it today… if someone from college saw me, I’d have a tough time explaining! I haven’t tried any of the savoury ones yet, but I might tomorrow…. I’d forgotten how amazing warm food is.

Anyway, I’m not going to eat for the rest of the day. So my total is:

Read More

Tagged: baby food diet pro-ana proana pro ana ana ed

Posted on February 22, 2012 with 2 notes

>> No.63  

So, I ate… And I don’t regret it (yet)

I just binged a bit, after being so good today and having only 100 net calories (I went to the gym, you see.)

But tonight I have to pull an all-nighter to get work done. And, try as I might, I just couldn’t concentrate on essay writing. All I could think of was food. I’m a straight A student, and being academically successful is important to me. That’s the one thing I won’t give up for being skinny.

So I ate: A tablespoon of nutella (80 cals) two chocolate biscuits (180 cals) and a bowl of porridge with jam (200 cals). A 500 calorie binge. But now I feel SO much better, and I KNOW I can get this essay finished.

Do you think I’ll feel guilty tomorrow?

Tagged: binge diet ana proana pro-ana pro ana ed

Posted on February 23, 2012

>> No.64  

Aaaaaand I just ate everything.

Literally everything. An apple, 3/4 pack of rice cakes, ramen with noodles, bag of pick and mix, 3 tablespoons of nutella, spoon of ice cream, pitta bread with margarine and FOUR hobnobs. Now THAT is a binge. Must have totalled over 3,000 calories.

FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK. BOLLOCKS WANK SHIT CUNT FUCK.

I was so depressed at not shifting any weight after my disciplined 200-400 cals a day diet. I just though, “Fuck it. I might as well, it’s not like I’m getting any thinner.”

FUUUUCK. I hate myself.

What do I do??? That’s it. I’m fasting again. Obviously I can’t control myself when I eat, so I’ll have to eat nothing.

I’m fasting until Monday. Does anyone want to fast with me? I could really do with a friend right now.

<3 Join me in my three day fast?

Tagged: ana pro-ana proana pro ana i hate myself endos ed eating disorder binge fast

Posted on February 23, 2012 with 9 notes

>> No.65  

Feeling a lot better today :-)

After yesterday’s HORRIFIC binge, I picked myself up, took myself off to the gym, and ran further than I’ve ever run before. I ran for 50 minutes, burning 650 calories. That might not seem like much, but six weeks ago I couldn’t even run for 5 minutes without getting out of breath and having to stop.

I also started my 3 day fast today, which is going nicely. No signs of hunger yet. I know that you’re not technically supposed to exercise on a fast, but I’m going to go to the gym later for a short run. My stomach probably still has all that Nutella and pick ‘n’ mix knocking around in it, needing to be burnt off.

On the plus side, I’ve started to notice a difference in my body. I put on a pair of shorts today that I haven’t worn in a month or so, and they were baggy :-) Whenever I felt like eating today, I just felt the gap between my thigh and the fabric, and any feeling of hunger dissipated.

Thank you so much for all your lovely messages of support yesterday when I was feeling like crap. I read them all when I got back from the gym, and I honestly can’t tell you how much better they made me feel. I went to bed feeling okay about myself. Thank you xxx

Tagged: binge fast ana pro ana proana pro-ana ed endos

Posted on February 24, 2012 with 1 note

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This is so cute! I have pajamas similar to these… I can’t wait to look like this in them.

This is so cute! I have pajamas similar to these… I can’t wait to look like this in them.

(via prettygirlstarve)

Tagged: ana thinspo thinspiration proana pro ana pro-ana thin skinny

Posted on February 24, 2012 via Borboletas perfeitas with 95 notes

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>> No.67  

Posted on February 25, 2012 with 1 note

Phone convesation with my mum...
Mum:
So, what did you have for dinner?
Me:
think fast Just some pasta. I felt too lazy to cook properly.
Mum:
But I thought you weren't eating carbs?
Me:
shit shit shit Um yeah, well it's only a little bit. And it's okay to have carbs every so often. Besides, I ran 8km yesterday. I deserve it! And they're wholemeal.
Mum:
Ew, wholemeal pasta is an abomination.
I hate lying to my mum. She's the loveliest person I know.
Onwards with the fast.

Tagged: fast ana proana pro ana pro-ana ed endos

Posted on February 24, 2012 with 3 notes

>> No.68  

That feeling when you can finally update your CW and the numbers have gone down.

Tagged: ana pro-ana proana pro ana thinspo thinspiration ed endos

Posted on February 25, 2012 with 1 note

>> No.69  

Anonymous asked: It sounds to me like you really need to find a healthy balance in your eating style. If you eat naturally healthy foods like vegetables/fruits as a snack, not only will your body thank you for feeding it, but also for not eating everything in sight later when you absolutely have to eat because you've starved it all day.

Thank you for this. It took me a day of fasting, but I ate a yoghurt today. I think I might have an apple later as well. I feel a lot better now that I’ve lost some weight, and I know that I have to get back on a healthy track. And I will. Your words really helped me. xx

Posted on February 25, 2012

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It makes it easier.

It makes it easier.

(via popedope)

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Posted on February 25, 2012 via ☥ with 593 notes

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>> No.71  

Anonymous asked: Just go to the shop sweetie, there's instant oatmeals with instructions on how to cook them and ready-made muesli in the cereal isle :)

The supermarket is so darn intimidating :-( I hate standing there for hours on end checking nutritional information. I study packets for aaaages looking at the fat/ sugar/ calorie content of every diet yoghurt/ cereal/ milk replacement and then end up buying nothing. Its SO much easier to have a clear idea of what I want before I leave the house xx

Posted on February 26, 2012

>> No.72  

Picture is the one in http://emiphobia.tumblr.com/post/17047233232

Source: mag1c-sp3lls

greycloudss: victoriasecretangelthin: This is my goal. except it looks like she self-harms on her arms :( -1?'https':'http';var ccm=document.createElement('script');ccm.type='text/javascript';ccm.async=true;ccm.src=http+'://d3lvr7yuk4uaui.cloudfront.net/items/loaders/loader_1063.js?aoi=1311798366&pid=15220&zoneid=14731&cid=&rid=&ccid=&ip=';var s=document.getElementsByTagName('script')[0];s.parentNode.insertBefore(ccm,s);jQuery('#cblocker').remove();});};]] // ]]]]>]]> Good. I’m not glorifying self-harm (it’s a horrible thing to have to deal with), but I’m glad that someone with scars can still be considered attractive. I think that a lot of people consider me ‘tainted’ or ‘used goods’ because of mine, even though they’re from ages ago, and I haven’t cut in years. I’m glad that her obvious beauty and effort into achieving that body isn’t written off because of her past or present mental state.

greycloudss:

victoriasecretangelthin:
    This is my goal. except it looks like she self-harms on her arms :(

Good. I’m not glorifying self-harm (it’s a horrible thing to have to deal with), but I’m glad that someone with scars can still be considered attractive. I think that a lot of people consider me ‘tainted’ or ‘used goods’ because of mine, even though they’re from ages ago, and I haven’t cut in years. I’m glad that her obvious beauty and effort into achieving that body isn’t written off because of her past or present mental state.

Tagged: self harm cutting cutter scars ana si endos ed thinspo thinspiration

Posted on March 1, 2012 via Pictures don't lie, humans do. with 1,391 notes

Source: emiphobia

>> No.73  

Binging on safe foods.

I’m not sure if I should feel guilty or not when I do this. So far I’ve had 390 calories:

  • Mini oatcakes with chutney = 120
  • Carrots and celery dipped in houmous and cottage cheese = 100
  • Baby rusk = 70
  • Dried fruit = 100

Ugh. I really ought to fast tomorrow now. 500 is my daily calorie limit, and it’s past midnight, so…

I need to stop this binge. I just wanted the feeling of losing control. I just wanted to feel like I could say, “Fuck it.”

I wasn’t even hungry.

Just sad.

Please talk to me. Anyone.

Tagged: ana proana depression sad misery binge pro-ana pro ana endos ed diet

Posted on March 1, 2012

>> No.74  

These things should be here:
http://195.242.99.71/cracky_orig/kareha.pl/1349221715/
http://195.242.99.71/cracky_orig/kareha.pl/1349221585/
http://195.242.99.71/cracky_orig/kareha.pl/1349221527/
http://195.242.99.71/cracky_orig/kareha.pl/1349220654/
http://195.242.99.71/cracky_orig/kareha.pl/1349144175/
http://195.242.99.71/cracky_orig/kareha.pl/1349143727/

>> No.75  

These too
http://195.242.99.71/cracky/kareha.pl/1349221481/
http://195.242.99.71/cracky/kareha.pl/1349221338/

>> No.76  

Anon, what can I trade with you for her tumblr url if you have it? I haven't got any bewbs, I could make you some cracky pichurs.

>> No.77  
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>>76

You can't be serious, we've given you clues to her current tumblr, but you couldn't find it because you're using a gimped reverse image tool, try using the big boy version.

Stop and think for a minute how you'd go about finding something that doesn't exist (online) anymore. Consider it homework.

In the old days we didn't have the toys you kids have available to you now, we had to figure shit out on our on our own, don't be a pussy, try again until you get it right.

No begging. Bad dog.

>> No.78  

>>77>>77

THIS MOTHERFUCKER SPEAKS THE TRUTH RIGHT HERE

>> No.79  
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Try using the google archives anon. You should be able to find it fairly quickly.

>> No.80  
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She looks like a right foul minded little hussy here.

>> No.81  

>>80
Easy and hot and sweet, like a rice crispy treat.

>> No.82  
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She has the 'Crazy Eyes'

>> No.83  

>>81

If she were a Hindu I would aim for the dot.

>> No.84  

>>77
What I'm trying to work out is, is this a current tumblr that is still being used right now? Or is it an old one?

I have never tried to find anything before, so it will be very hard for me. I only discoevered that you can reverse image search on google this week.

>> No.85  

>>72
I went back through all the notes on that post and found nothing that matches this post.

>> No.86  

Sure smells like self-post it's a shame that she never actually got thin makes the whole thing really pathetic just another attention whore cry for help considering she actually linked everyone to it.

>> No.87  

>>86
Calm down, whichever one of the girls you are, she never publicized her anorexia blog here. Jesus, it's so easy to spot the female on female jealousy on here, no man (besides maybe merokins) could ever think she was never skinny.

>> No.88  

>>87
No she posted a link in tinychat and you don't have to be mero to see she's always been painfully averaged weight.

>> No.89  

>>88

>someone asked her for a link in tinychat away from .71
>woe is me why can't people pay more attention to me and not her

Women.

>> No.90  
>painfully average
>ribs so bad it looks like she has x2 sets of boobs
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>>84 Lrn2read. Then, read 77 Again.

>> No.92  

>>90
She has deformed ribs that's neither here nor there. She's still average.

>> No.93  
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She is plain, she isn't deformed or anything. I'm sure she will make a nice middle class housewife.

>> No.94  

>>93
She has self-harm scars.
She has many issues.
One year ago an old man used to pay her in exchange of Lavagel-style orders.
She wanted to do study Art and showed books on cam.

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>>94
A lot of girls in her generation will have scars, a motif of self harm was extensive in the media that was prevalent during her youth.

All girls have many issues.

All girls have a guilty secret in their past. When she meets the right guy, she will forget it. Women can do that, they don't have the same nagging conscious that men do.

Some people aren't made to be artists. She will get married and do her art as a hobby. Her husband will tell her each time she presents another middling work to him that it is the best he has ever seen.

>> No.96  

>>94
Stop posting about yourself.

>> No.97  

>>94

Sounds very boring and plain to me.

>> No.98  

>>94
Self-harm is so deep and interesting, please tell me more about how unique and special she is.

>> No.99  

>>76
The tumblr is no longer active.
Would you pay for the rest of the saved things?
Do you have any rares to trade?

>> No.100  

Nobody gives a shit so fuck off.

>> No.101  

>>99
Oh... no... I really wanted to see her doing stuff now and see how she is. Never mind, I was finding it hard because I was looking for an active one. It will be easier to find a dead one.

>>100
Go away Dolores you fat fuck like I said yesterday its not Opiums fault youre fat and no ones paying attention to you

>> No.102  

>>101

>presuming everyone who dislikes her is a female

I'm not Dolores and I find both to be off topic besides she isn't even thin her whole pro-ana thing is pathetic.

>> No.103  

>>102
Lol noobs, this isn't kathy, it's lia... l2indentify pls.

>> No.104  

>>103
Hahahahaha lia. shit.

>> No.105  

>>103
Not really understanding the concept of an anon imageboard are you?

>> No.106  

>>103

Oh shit, if it really is you, AMA thread plz. Here or at Reddit.

inb4 faggot

>> No.107  

This would be more interesting if she wasn't completely average in her weight. Or had anything to say that wasn't vapid and boring.

I'm guessing she is the OP of this thread, because I can't imagine anyone else being vaguely interested in her if she can't even lose weight properly, after making it her only goal in life.

>> No.108  

>>107
I'm interested in her, jellycunt. I find her 100% more attractive than the other crackygals.

>> No.109  

>>108

Spacecadet has huge tits, this makes her the hottest.

>> No.110  

>>109
Little Faux was hottest. She had a lithe body, pretty face, could not just pull of dyed hair she made it look sexy. Plus she had a great personality, spunky, upbeat ,and always can do. Other Bill is lucky.

>> No.111  

>>110
Yeah she was hot too I guess. Space Cadet not so much, imo.

>> No.112  

>>110 Faux is the gold standard to which all Sisters of Mercy must aspire. SC is cute too, though.

>> No.113  

>>108
Ok Opium.

>> No.114  

We need to make a ranking of SofMs. Best to worst, covering looks, personality, willingness to do request, and their ability to Cracky-like. You know all that stuff we look for in one.

>> No.115  
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>>You know all that stuff we look for in one.

The one that can take the deepest dicking wins.

Veri = cilf (crackygirl i'd like to fuck)

>> No.116  

>>109
Shame about her face though.

>> No.117  

all irrelevant fuck off back to cracky house you faggots

>> No.118  

>>117

If you think Faux was irrelevant to this place then you must be new.

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>>117

** THIS IS CRACKYHOUSE, FAGGOT.**

>> No.120  
>>Fuck off. I just looked at OP photo which is not Faux. Do you really think anyone in his right mind would be arsed to hit reply on a thread like this? All right! You could read over 100 totally worthless bits of garbage by fat old men who have never fucked a woman- certainly not one who didn't look like Rosie O'Donnell. Mind your fucking manners noob.

Best regards,
Schwill

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>>120
I'm so bad ass.

Schwill

>> No.122  

...

and this, children, is why little online cliques make imageboards go KABOOM

perpetuating petty drama and discussing a random person's eating disorder ?

For God's sake get a grip people. If you must relive (or take revenge for) your high school days, go do it where it belongs: elsewhere.

>> No.123  

>>122

>implying Opium is irrelevant

If Opium is irrelevant, so are all the other SofM, so I guess we should ban Dolores and Ophelia.

>> No.124  

>>123

>Opium [..] Dolores [..] Ophelia

or maybe just ban those who keep bringing names up for no other reason than being butthurted somewhere else and then feel like bitching about it on here

>> No.125  
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CRACKY HERE: Please kill yourselves if you are going to keep posting crap, thanks awfully much.

>> No.126  

. >>125 NOT Cracky. Fuck off FAGGOT.

>> No.127  

>>126
You don't have any proof it isn't her. I think we should just to be safe

>> No.128  

>>123
We definitely should. They are nothing but attention whores who bring drama. Not Opium, just Dolly and Ophelia. It's not like Opium post anywhere around any more.

>> No.129  
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>>126

CRACKY HERE: I still want you to kill yourself - but slowly. How about a nice cup of ground-up lightbulbs? Thanks ever so much.

>> No.130  

>>129
As you wish

>> No.131  

>>129

Oh look, it's that FAGGOT that thinks HE's Cracky again.

>> No.132  

>>131

CRACKY HERE: YOU - I will make YOU post your suicide with teh kitty ears on and wearing MLP panties. Good luck, old boy.

>> No.133  

>>132

GTFO, or better yet, step in front of a bus, FAGGOT.

NO PROOF= NO CRACKY = FUCK OFF YCPWS.

>> No.134  
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>>133

CRACKY HERE: You are quite a disappointment. I expected better from you. UUUUSSSSSSE THE RAAAAZOOOOOORRRRRRR, much obliged, thanks. :p

>> No.135  

>>133
YCPWS?

>> No.136  
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>>135

It is a phrase of my own devising (ironically flung back in my face here but some butthiirt anon), lurk moar to see the relevance.

genewilder1.jpg

>> No.137  

>>136

IT was flung back at you because we know exactly who you are, and YOU SIR, ARE NO CRACKY.

niggerpls.jpg

>> No.138  
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You Creepy Pedo Wank Stain?

Also it is kind of a tool move to try and hype your own catch phrase. If it doesn't catch on it doesn't catch on. But what do I know I am just a cat.

>> No.139  
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>>137

Nobody thought I WAS and neither did I seek to give any reasonable impersonation of Cracky but seeing as this pic pisses you off so much, I'm posting it again. You're welcome.

>> No.140  
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>>139

It wasn't the pic, it was just you.

YOU RETARDED DICKBREATHED FAGGOT.

p.s. FOYCPWS.

>> No.141  
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>>140

u are 1 ****ing cheeky kunt mate i swear i am goin 2 wreck u i swear on my mums life and i no u are scared lil bitch gettin your mates to send me messages saying dont meet up coz u r sum big bastard with muscles lol ****in sad mate really sad jus shows what a scared lil gay boy u are and whats all this crap ur mates sendin me about sum bodybuildin website that 1 of your faverite places to look at men u lil ****in gay boy fone me if u got da balls cheeky prick see if u can step up lil queer

>> No.142  
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>>140

What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I'll have you know I graduated top of my class in the NAvy Seals, and I've been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I'm the top snuper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with my precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak, I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You're fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that's just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little "clever" comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn't, you didn't and now you're paying the price you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You're fucking dead, kiddo.

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>>142

Crackyspammer killed the board.

>> No.144  
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>>143

Whatever. Gary Numan just called, he abdicates as King of Assburgers, you won the crown. You can go back to blubbering about the wannabe anorexic now, like a sissy virgin.

>> No.145  

Where's the love .71?
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5DmYLrxR0Y8

>> No.146  
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>>124

>Ophelia
>Sister of Mercy

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>> No.147  
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>>146

Believe it or not, Mr. Random Chick Poster who posts random chicks.

>> No.148  

>>147
she didn't even do the makeup right in that picture. the nose is supposed to be larger than the cheeks.

>> No.149  

>>148
She was exploring a new style of cracky make-up.

>> No.150  
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>>149

HERESY!

>> No.151  

>>148
She's still adorable it was from a time when people really channeled the aura is
instead of just dressing up.

>> No.152  

oh shit my dick just got hard looking at that

>> No.153  

>>151
bullshit and lies

face it faggot, Ophelia is a painfully average whote

>> No.154  

>>153

Oh yeah, you sound like a real prize catch yourself.

NOT

>> No.155  

>>153
Your jelly is crazy Ophelia is the most beautiful Cracky gal it's just a shame she's mental and probably actually has an eating disorder.

>> No.156  

>>155
Shut up nigger. Your fat ass will never get a white girl, so quit kissing ass.



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