>>8
Not sleeping, hemorrhaging monies, obsessively writing gibberish into notebooks with about one in a hundred entries being coherent enough to post, drinking blackout drunk and losing weeks of my life, posting posting posting about crackymons, losing all grasp of time when I was sober because I painted the windows black, gradually losing touch with all reality, letting my body go to waste because I would forget to eat for days at a time, dreaming screaming creaming over a girl that doesn't know I exist.

2007 was a banner year, but shit took a 360° turn in one year and 2008 was the dawn of a new era.

Shit changes, Merokips. Good bad I can't really say what now is other than different. Things are getting ready to change again after four years of homeostasis. Who knows what this new era will bring, but it is exciting and new.