I had forgotten how this place makes me feel.
I can actually feel my sanity peeling away like old paint after coming back and visiting it a few times over the last few hours. It feels like something in my chest is sucking in on it's self and making me empty while my head idk how to describe it.
I feel sick. Physically ill and like I just took a shit ton of peyote and am about to start puking it back up.
This is not a good place for me to even think about.