going to rehab

delete this shit MA

>>1
Tom Dwan is that you?

You could of have invested the money in buying rares.

Who gave a tard 1.6 million so he could lose them faster than he could burn them?

>>4
Also this.

Mero, I know what will make you feel better. Deposit just 10k on my account a month and I will track, stalk, photograph Cracky and give you my results.

christ mero sort yourself out

Your only other option is to track her down and make your peace, srsly tho.

Yeah, stalk her out and get yourself arrested. I heard prison rape is pretty good therapy.

>>3

durrrrrrrrrrrr

You could stop whining like a five year old girl.

>>1

What a fucking attention whore. You try to make up for your insecurities by bragging about how much you play with and then go crying on an imageboard about your thingsrsobad life.

Fucking kill yourself, OP. The world won't miss you one fucking bit.

>>10
He actually looks like a potential crackyfriend for some reason. He also looks like someone who could possible write OP.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ibD92H75JXI

>>1
know that feeling bro.

Even after all these years, the people I knew, knowing her sort-of personally, I can't fucking move on. By the time I realized what she was trying to do it hit me like a ton of bricks and she was gone. In b4 "kill urself" and "cry me a river OP fag" or something.

There is nothing here. and i find myself coming back TO SEE, and nothing. for years.

I'm so disappointed in myself when i come here.

I've tried relating her to therapists, but they don't get it. When I show them a picture of her they act like someone punched them in the face (in a good way....) Like, "WOW" very artistic.

I still think some of the early people are here.

Also LOL to people saying to make peace by finding her or to honor her or whatever. She fell off the face of the planet.

What she represents to me I can't put into words.

everyone will come to the same problem eventually. big lie, etc.

>By the time I realized what she was trying to do it hit me like a ton of bricks and she was gone.

What do you mean?

>>15
olivia had a fascination with pictures/visual stuff (yes, duh)

instead of communicating with words with people she sometimes (a lot of the time actually) used pictures instead. If you look at old archives and stuff in journals you will see it. whole conversations/posts in pictures.

when you use pictures or make them, you can communicate things you can't verbalize. Stuff that might be stuck forever in a part of you.

I thought it was a game, not taking any of it seriously.

And then one day I realized she was trying to talk to me this way. And she was gone.

/seriouswhinyshit

>>16
like a world without words? i've heard of ideas like that before now. they sound so very beautiful, but also quite sad in how hidden and private they are. i think you'd have to be very (though not necessarily physically) close to someone to be able to communicate like that . Something quite mind-meld-esque... wouldn't you say? I feel like a lot of her pictures were a form of self harm all on their own. Silent screams.