>>1
know that feeling bro.
Even after all these years, the people I knew, knowing her sort-of personally, I can't fucking move on. By the time I realized what she was trying to do it hit me like a ton of bricks and she was gone. In b4 "kill urself" and "cry me a river OP fag" or something.
There is nothing here. and i find myself coming back TO SEE, and nothing. for years.
I'm so disappointed in myself when i come here.
I've tried relating her to therapists, but they don't get it. When I show them a picture of her they act like someone punched them in the face (in a good way....) Like, "WOW" very artistic.
I still think some of the early people are here.
Also LOL to people saying to make peace by finding her or to honor her or whatever. She fell off the face of the planet.
What she represents to me I can't put into words.
everyone will come to the same problem eventually. big lie, etc.