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Circlejerker here

I don't spread it.

I stopped talking ever with you except for these rare moments.

The mystery exists despite you giving up on it. She is the super natural, if you needed other people to reinforce it, it wasn't real for you. If you never experienced the transcendental mystery that was the Skyqueen, you were just an awkward teenage poser that was pretending to walk in the realm of Shivering Jemmy.

The INSIGHT was always there, but you could never see it. All Her facts were available to even the most casual.

If you understand any of that she doesn't matter. There is only HER. Identity and person is irrelevant. The avatar was nothing more than a chance to see the eternal from a certain perspective.

Why even bother none of you casuals could ever understand HER.