>walking to record store
>zone out and imagine myself saying hi to someone
>actually do a fucking head nod and smile
>realize a second after what just happened
>guy walking by stares me down
>I keep staring and dont say anything
>he turns to look at me after he walks by
>walking in public
>thinking about something dumb I did in the past
>mumble "what the fucks wrong with you" or start humming nonsense
>realize there are people around you
>try to pretend it wasnt me
they know
>in public
>dont really know what to do when it is me walking one way and someone else coming from the opposite direction
>Do i say hi? Walk straight without acknowledging them?
>we are pretty close
>sniffle
>they do the same
Sometimes i think I'm actually autistic