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Same. I used to like people in general but I found myself in a mental condition where people alienate you. The times you're weak and need people's love and help most in life and they turn on you. It's very hard now to perpetuate that great circlejerk of love amongst humanity because you discover people are like little lions, they're subservient but the moment you're weak, they feed on you so you can't ever let your guard down.
I think some of you have probably been through this so I probably have more compassion for you guys, with all your faults, than the average person. According to her art, Olivia may feel this 'walking on glass' feeling with people also and I hate that we might make it worse but I'd like to think she's inspiration and that in some weird way we're here for her if she ever needed emotional support. Though when I do come here she's not really on my mind as I never really obsessed about her too much in the seven years I've know about her, but I come here mostly because I assume most of you guys are mental fuckups as I am so it's solace and community is why I visit. I know, it's not very flattering to say but I couldn't love you people if I knew you were perfect.