>>5

I finally deleted all my crackymons and purged my ssd, but the images are still deep-seared into my brain. Even so,I'm much much better now, if only I could stay away I just might have a shot at reclaiming some semblance of dignity, and yet here I remain, lingering like the stale ghost of a long gone fart in a moth-eaten seat cushion long since vacated. This is truly hell, I did this to myself, I love my misery, it's all I have left. FML.

For the mood....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyk-6QalwHM

...and back to the endless lurking.