>>2

>It's been three years, how do you feel about her?

I'm guessing you mean my therapist. I like her a lot. she's kind, and she listens, and asks very interesting questions. 3 years feels like an eternity, and she's certainly seen me change. over the past half a year or so, i've opened up about more things to her than anyone, and i've come to very tentatively trust her. these days, i can hardly manage a single session without crying my eyes out. Pathetic as it probably is, I think if i could allow myself to be vulnerable around anyone, it'd probably be her. If she did gut me, or did something like >>4 suggests, it'd absolutely break my heart.
Downplaying it would certainly be the place to start, i think. I feel like she knows me enough to know i wouldn't bring it up if it didn't mean a lot though. she'll certainly ask me more, and outright lying to her isn't a course of action i'd want to take.

>>3

>Wouldn't it be funny if she googled cracky and became obsessed with her too?

hah, i've often wondered something along those lines. Occasionally, she likes to talk about Alice in Wonderland, and to hear the way she talks about it... I feel like maybe (just maybe) if she found cracky, she could feel it to.