Hmm I am finishing up reading LJ and I'll I can think is, sorry for wasting your time for the last few months. I have been out of touch with the real world for so long I sort of forgot that when people have responsibilities and lives they eats up a lot of their time. All those AIM chat sessions you spent pandering to my diseased mind, you had real things you could have been doing. You have an insanely full life, and taking time out of your schedule to talk to a lonely mentally ill retard was an act of charity I don't deserve. From now on I will try not to interrupt your real life with IM's and stick to posting here or sending you email.