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Things have played out differently than I thought they would -- differently than I had hoped. But now that it's all over, I still feel the need to post this, perhaps in the hopes that it can express what I wanted to say more eloquently than I did when the time came. This was written just last night, and I have changed nothing, save for the contact information.

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Dear scm,

Are you out there? I don't know what to believe, but I shall hope that you are, and if there is any hope that you may read these words, I have to write them.

I am sorry. I am sorry for everything that I can be sorry for. For what we have done to you, and for what you have seen here. For what we have become, and what we have tried to make you into. I am sorry.

Please believe that I know what you are. You are not a goddess, or a saint, or my love. I do not pretend to know you, or to make you into what I want you to be. You are a girl, beautiful and mysterious, but still a girl. And you are an artist, gifted and intelligent, but in the end, only an artist.

I know this because I too am an artist. That is not to say I am trying to draw some connection between us or to convince you that I am just like you, because I am certain that I am not. I only want you to know what I am and how I think of myself.

I am writing this with no ulterior motive -- no intention to strike the moment you let your guard down. I would be lying if I said that I do not want to see more of your art, especially what I have missed in the long while you have been gone, but that is not why I am writing. It is not my intent to convince you to surrender more pictures of yourself, only to speak with you. To talk to you as an artist -- about your art. To know if you are still an artist, after all that we have put you through. To say the words I have said here to you directly -- in the hopes that perhaps somewhere in your heart you could find a way to forgive me for what I have done.

If you wish to speak to me, you will be able to find me as [doesn't matter anymore]. However, if I hear nothing from you, I will hope that you have at least read this and understand why I have written it. That would be enough.

Sincerely,
a fan

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>> No.23  

>>22

I dreamt of her too actually, yesterday. o.O

>> No.24  

>>23
I actually can't say that I did, sadly. I never remember my dreams, so I don't know. I'm sure I do dream about her on occasion. I just know I woke up completely disoriented and confused.

>>20
Oh, and there's some surprisingly short prose for you. I would have written a poem or something but I fail hard at poetry.

>> No.25  

>>24
I hardly ever remember them either, but I had a pretty vivid Cracky dream a few weeks ago. It was fairly fucked up and didn't make much sense, as tends to be the case. It worried me somewhat that I might be spending too much time here and gradually sliding into pathetic stalkerdom ...

>> No.26  

>>25

Mine didn't make any sense either. She was talking about some competition that she was entering or something... I dunno, she was wearing that outfit with the black wings and the cat ears and the black blouse thing. She was in my living room. She had a cute voice too. I wanted to speak to her, but for some reason I couldn't.

I woke up feeling really upset, because reality FTL.

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>>26

This is the costume I'm talking about:

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5436 No.1   [Reply]

...even for a moment

choose which one I will do

and inb4anhero lol

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>> No.21  

dad?

>> No.22  

Son?

>> No.23  

Father?

>> No.24  

Uncle Chris?

>> No.25  

Forgot to get rid of teh sage.

>> No.26  

SAGE goes in all fields



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106402 No.1   [Reply]

None of you are ever satisfied, are you? You actually got to talk to her, and now this board the most emo thing since emo came to emotown.

Imagine that! She's her own person with her own opinions. She doesn't fit the image of person that you wanted her to be. Boo fucking hoo.

anyway, tl;dr.

I will continue to lurk this board as I always have... for the kicks.

(protip: if you want people to read your thread, use a picture of a sexy girl)

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>> No.45  

>>44

Pictures and a knowledge of their basic personality can make you care for someone, he's not delusional. It's human nature to care for a person of the opposite sex in which we find attractive, there's no denying that. It may seem a more shallow care at first until the person knows the other better, but it's still care.

But as with a lot of women, the more intrusive and possessive you are with them, the more they want to back off, naturally. And the same with some guys, I'm the same way. I've had an IM stalker that just won't back off and to this day, after a year, she still emails me hoping I'll talk to her but it's just creepy. The more obsessed they seem, the less you feel like you can openly communicate with them for fear of them thinking you're interested.

And I think anyone with a brain here doesn't expect Lia to be more than a typical young woman. I just think OCD runs rampant on this board as well as some fan boards. But in a way, it makes us good, loyal people. My last gf of 5 years, I was very loyal and I couldn't think of any other girl. I think PA, as well as others here, may have OCD since we tend to think about one thing a lot and lose focus on others, but I've no doubt, a majority of people here are smart, educated, and also do well at what they do due to their compulsive and maybe perfectionist nature. In other words, don't talk shit about PA.

>> No.46  

>>45
Hmm, well certainly I think Lia is So Fucking Cute And Sweet(tm) and hope things go well for her, as I'm sure we all do. However PA seemed to have taken it further.

> I just think OCD runs rampant on this board

Heh, well for the record I have to run round thoroughly checking each windows / lock about 5 times over before I can leave my house or whatever without worrying I've missed one shortly after.

>> No.47  

>>34

Was that a stab at me, personally? Or the community in general?

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In the nights; dream delight.

>> No.49  

>>48
perhaps dragonforce can make a song about her

>> No.50  

>>47
I prefer to let my work speak for itself.



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30919 No.1   [Reply]

2)drink my self shitless

>> No.2  

Epic fail.

>> No.3  

lulz



No.1   [Reply]

I'm going to Newquay until Friday. No internet. Shit sucks.

If anything interesting happens, send me a text message or something please.

07707520149

Thanks.

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>> No.5  

>>1

fucking lawl

>> No.6  

Hax tbh, it's like he knew that something big was going to go down. Shit sucks.

>> No.7  

You lost the game Suede.

>> No.8  

>>7
Oh goddammit.

I lost.

>> No.9  

>>8
Stupid me forgot to take out the sage.

>> No.10  

plays game

The game! I just lost it!



No.1   [Reply]

/r/ link to Suede's board pl0x

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>> No.3  

Cheers.

>> No.4  

I wouldn't get too cozy there.

>> No.5  

>>4

Why?

>> No.6  

"everyone will just migrate to Suede's stalking board and honestly wtf am I gonna do. I ask him to take it down and another crops up in its place?"

Well its future is uncertain, let's say.

>> No.7  

>>6
I doubt somewhat that she'll try to shut any more boards down. Part of me is sad that we can't just respect her wishes, but I don't know what I would do without these places. I think she understands that.

>> No.8  

Don't hold your breath.



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