I know why you're here, Anon. I know what you've been doing... why you hardly sleep, why you live alone, and why night after night, you sit by your computer.
You're looking for her. I know because I was once looking for the same thing. And when she found me, she told me I wasn't really looking for her. I was looking for an answer.
It's the question that drives us, Anon. It's the question that brought you here. You know the question, just as I did.
Say hello, to all the apples on the ground
They were once in your eyes, but you sneezed them out while sleeping
Say hello, to everything you left behind
It's even more a part of your life, now that you can't touch it
I'm taking her home with me
All dressed in white
She's got everything I need
Some pills in a little cup
She's falling hard for me
I can see it in her eyes
She acts just like a Nurse
With all the other guys...
I had forgotten about her.
Stay the fuck away from psychedelics.
600ug of LSD threw me into a delusion and I felt her. I was completely catatonic. A low oscillation, a warm breeze. I could feel her. The spirits fought over me. I lay suspended in space whispering her name for an hour. I believed I was on the edge of some unknown paradigm and she would manifest.
The trip moved sideways into hyperspace with such intensity there is no language to describe it. I thought I had died. All time was folding in on itself.
It ended with a seizure and 3 days curled up in bed absolutely terrified.