"I wanted to know what it felt like"
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Does Anon think it was a sexual thing? A 'power' thing? An emo thing? What was her motivation?
I can relate to all of the above to some extent. I come from a broken home. Insane faggot parents, underachiever, on SSRI's, criminal record, raepraepraep, self-harmer, alcoholic, blah etc, but to do what she did? It's unimaginably extreme. To kill and bury a person, especially at her age? It's incomprehensible what the utter and absolute fuck she was thinking, and how/why she thought she'd get away with it, or perhaps why she wanted to get caught. To fantasize is one thing, to slaughter and bury someone is something else entirely.
Why d'you guys think she went to such extremes and, if you were to do it, what would be your motivation?
I often fantasize about murder, it helps me sleep at night and it calms me down when I'm stressed; more so than any chemical sedative; but to actually slit a girl's throat, bury her, then laugh about it? I'm entirely too much of a pussy. I've planned it meticulously, I cum litres aplenty while living in my fictional, imagined world, but I don't think I could ever do more than fantasize about it. I certainly couldn't laugh about it then go about my normal life having done it. I'd be utterly terrified.
Dahmer said that he was confused by the fact that people couldn't understand why he'd take pleasure from killing. Some emo fagabon 14yo killer ameriboy whose name I forget said that his desire to kill was "comparable to the craving of a hamburger". It seems that the desire to kill is hard to explain.
So what do you think inspired her, and what would inspire you?