Posting mode: Reply |
---|
schwill
!wCt9JKBmrb
2011-12-28 00:24:57
No.
54
This life can't be good on the soul. Isolate from everyone and everything head-first into my work. The topic couldn't aid in my health either... "Truth" by Felipe Fernandez-Armesto, "On Truth and Lie in an Extra-Moral Sense" by Friedrich Nietzsche, "Robot: Mere Machine to Transcendent Mind" by Moravec and lastly "Robot Evolution: The Development of Anthrobotics" by Rosheim. These test the fortitude of a mental image called purpose I've placed on my life. Sometimes I wonder what I'll be like in six years from now. If I keep consuming this material I just might go crazy with pure understanding and achieve knowledge meant for God alone. Part of me wants to just escape my fate. Thats why I leave AIM on, have a myspace and check my voice mail. Its almost like I want someone to save me from me it all. There have been those people in my life from time to time. When ever I become engrossed with my work and find the motivation to finally break down the human being into a formula; something tosses a female or a tragic event my way and I get off track. When I got close to the breaking point; that point is deciding that all humans are evil creatures than need to be whipped clean from the face of the planet, I find a girl that wants to spend time with me. Currently there have been six major evolutionary steps in my mental development. All of which have had their chapters closed by a girl I knew leaving me or a tragic event such as a death. Either Cracky herself wants to keep me from my future out of compassion, or the circlejerk wants to keep me from reaching the understanding of true faith |
Anonymous
2011-12-28 00:30:52
No.
55
File: 246.jpg -(57110 B, 640x480) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. ![]() >I find a girl that wants to spend time with me. Currently there have been six major evolutionary steps in my mental development. All of which have had their chapters closed by a girl I knew leaving me or a tragic event such as a death. because in the end, there's no way you can really evolve if there's no love around to save the day somehow |
schwill
!wCt9JKBmrb
2011-12-29 19:31:49
No.
58
File: 250.jpg -(307517 B, 460x2790) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. ![]() Suffering leads to deliverance. In the old days this was mistakenly done by inflicting physical harm on oneself. The real suffering comes from tearing the soul from the flesh to study it more closely and analyze it. The only thing you'll learn is to never attempt that, like a warranty void mark on the inside. In six years you will likely be dead, broken, and misanthropic, or insane to the rest of the world ...like me. |
Anonymous
2011-12-30 15:48:55
No.
62
what you're obsessed with is a mirror image of yourself. It's the potentiality. The absolute bareness of the spirit. It's a fleck tossed away by the breeze. |
Anonymous
2012-08-20 04:40:22
No.
129
The mirrors how they get in sometimes. I can't shave with razor any more because when I look in the mirror it looks back smiling as It draws across my throught. Sometimes I when I turn off the bathroom light I feel/sense movement behind and before I can turn around there is nothing from the mirror trying to drag me in. |
apollo juice
2012-08-21 21:35:31
No.
134
>>129 This is what happens when I post on my meds. Not VIP quality I am sorry |
Anonymous
2012-09-04 12:09:58
No.
141
File: 417.jpg -(234238 B, 806x625) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. ![]() >>134 but did anything more come out from the mirror? did you get through it to some, say, Universe B? |
Anonymous
2012-09-05 17:47:32
No.
146
>>141 It's always there and always trying to get out through me. I have to be careful around mirrors. It is okay if someone is there, but in the middle of the night when I wake up and need to piss I try to hold it till day. |
Anonymous
2012-09-12 18:03:08
No.
155
>>146 I like it how when I stared to a big enough mirror, I could trick my mind to believe there was another room behind it. I've played with that a few times, half wishing for something to appear in the new space I just created, half afraid of it happening. I guess the half afraid part stopped it in the end. |